"...[name] stood in the [name2] Hall, a hundred peers watching from the galleys
above. She called her Provider's name, and all could feel the power she commanded.
[name3] summoned his wards, but all that watched knew his efforts were in vain.
The next name she offered was his, and the misery of [name3] was legend."
translated from Dekàlan fragment found in ruins of Ilduùn
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Portrait of Elésea the Eleventh
Dates: 623-now DR
Place: City of Taldàna
Type: Known
I wake this morning to the smell of fragrant flowers
wafting into my chambers from the gardens of Albùmor. The
sun's light is warm on my face and the gentle sounds of stringed
music rise on soft morning breezes from many courtyards below. I
lay still for a time that is both long and not enough. The
sound of an opening door is followed by the quiet pad of bare feet
on polished stone. The morning's meal is placed at the bed's
end and the feet scurry quietly away. My life is filled with
the smell of flowers, the gentle sounds of music in every hall and
chamber, and the unceasing pad of quiet feet rushing here and there
that I might never need to lift a hand to help myself. This
is not the life I chose. This is the life that chose me.
Standing now at the east balcony with honeyed bread
in one hand and a finely crafted glass of wine in my left, I look
out across the city of Taldàna and see the smoke of a thousand
chimneys, the people and their wagons and their horses and the bright
sails of a a hundred ships that crowd sun-dappled harbor. The
smell is not as pleasant here as it was in bed. The censers
cannot keep the world at bay when the windows are swung wide and
the curtains drawn. Among those below I cannot walk for I
am the soul of this of this Temple and it is my body. I am
the last of an ancient line but one day I will chose another to
succeed me, as I was chosen a decade ago. Perhaps one of those
that walk below will be the next to stand here, looking down.
Behind a heavy curtain plays a stringed quartet.
They are careful not to miss a note though I am their only
audience. The water is hot and the flower petals that float
atop have already begun to show their death. It is odd that
the music they play is a variation on an old ballad about a man
that hunts a bear. In a previous life I knew the words but
I can't recall them now. This is more of my life. I
share countless memories of things I have never done, have never
seen, have never experienced; and yet I remember them all. When
I turn my mind to something I can remove the veil that hides them,
but I rarely do. I am content with the memories that I gained
when I lived like the people below the hill. It seems wrong
to delve into the lives of those that came before me. I do
not delve into the thoughts of Meol, especially not my beloved Meol.
When the sun is highest a priestess approaches. She
watches her feet as she walks, stopping a distance from me. I
used to look at people's eyes when they spoke to me. I used
to smile and people used to smile at me. Now there is only
awe and reverence. The priestess asks forgiveness for this
intrusion. It is something she does daily. It is no
intrusion but without forgiveness she cannot continue so I grant
her this and she thanks me. My life is ritual. She then
relates to me the day's news from the city below the hill and word
from the surrounding cities and towns. She reads letters sent
by local lords seeking permissions and support. She reads
reports from the southern borderlands were the realm's children
do blind business. There are those who do not believe that
I hear these stories, but I do.
I hear of everything that happens here, because I
alone am responsible for their spirits, their souls. Through
me they are blessed and sent on to the lands that dreaded Draun
has prepared for them. It is I, they are told, that calls
each name to the fisherman and orders that he draw each from the
River of Death. This, the heaviest of my burdens, is true.
Each month a list is prepared for me, compiled from temples
and shrines throughout the realm. I sit then in the sanctuary
and speak with my Lady and I tell her the names of the faithful
that have passed on. She listens but says nothing. The
southern unpleasantness have made the lists much longer. I
do pray that it ends soon but I know in my heart that the true tragedy
of our time is yet to come.
Days ago I received word from the northern High Lord
and his words opened me to great despair. I looked into the
garden waters and saw thousands of men clashing on a hundred battlefields.
I saw the widows of battle standing in their razed houses,
looking out across their ashen smoking fields. I saw the pennants
of ships from a dozen kingdoms and men sinking lifelessly into the
deep places. I saw all lands and above them all the trident
of the fisherman, and the sun was like blood. I recoiled
from all of this. I tried to pull away from the images and
visions brought to me. For the first time I opened my thoughts
to those memories that are not my own and I searched them for the
strength found by my predecessors in times such as these. With
every chamber I opened I was greeted with the words, "I am
sorry", for none could offer me comfort. But finally,
with a hundred doors closed behind me I came to a very old one.
Though it was dust-covered and opened reluctantly the Love
remained inside. There I found a face I had never known. The
face said to me, "The time is changing. The world will
be reborn again. If you must know more, seek the Sons of Light
for they remember the last change." With those words
I was returned to the garden pool and left to wonder how I might
meet with one of Light's sons. I looked up to see my messengers
leaving, their shoulders heavy with the paths that had chosen them.
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